cerenurt – you are right. Large factor of my anxiety is constant lack of energy. I feel guilty when I’m with somebody and just can’t react on his or her words. I just want to go to bed.
And I hate parties too 🙂 I generally hate activities which give me nothing. I like sport, because it makes me fit. I like eating, because it makes me weight more and I love trying new things. I like talking about concrete subjects, because I can know something useful. But parties? I always wondered why people like it. I think it’s about energy! People are gaining energy after interacting with others, but I’m losing mine.