Well, generally I prefer my family at home than being alone as well. But when I’m focused on something, even my family wandering around is making me anxious.
I agree that nutritional deficiency is something crucial. I’m sure that I’m not getting what I should get from food. I’m slim all my life (used to be even thin) and amounts of food don’t really matter, with exception of sugar. More chocolate I eat, more weight I’m losing. And people around me are so jelaous about it. They don’t know what they are saying, for real…
SomeDay – don’t ever think that you are bad person. In Poland we say “Ravens stick together, the eagle soars alone”.
Are you talented in some category?