Yeah, man, I wish you could quit one of your jobs; I think it would really help you relax and feel better. The thing is, your body only has so much to work with, like so many resources, you know? And if you’re spending them on stuff like working, working out, extraneous activities, then they aren’t going towards healing and you will get really exhausted and not see as much of an improvement. I have basically had to think about my body as my best friend and treat it accordingly, you know? Would I beat up my best friend when she’s sick? Nope! Would I ask her what I could do to help or to take away extra stress or work so she could focus on getting better? Yep!
Also, man, I can so relate about wanting to off yourself on bad days 🙁 I hate it, but that is the first place I go when I am having a bad day. It’s like…I can’t take it another second! But I have 95% good days and 5% bad days at this point, instead of the other way around, so I know it’s worth it to hang in there.
Also, Curezone is scary as fuck. I was browsing once and read a story about a dude that “cured his Candida” by doing a 40-day URINE FAST. Yes, it’s exactly what it sounds like. :/
Oh, also, I can’t remember why and I’m actually on the clock right now so I don’t have time to look it up, but there’s some reason you shouldn’t drink too much distilled water. I would stick with something filtered, not distilled.