I read your story and I feel real sorry for your suffering.
You will find a good home here in the forum and I am sure that Able and raster will have some good advice for you.
I believe that you cant attack everything at once but storm the hill of health in many small steps. First I believe you will have to get the important operations done, then I am sure Able can advice you how you can take the antibiotics in a more healthy way.
For a starter you can read as much as you can and plan your battle accordingly.
I am sorry that I am not of much help to you and believe me if I could work miracles I would heal you right now.
all the best to you and good health