I am a 100% Believer in our Lord God and we go through thing we don’t under stand But God does and he has a purpose. Just because we Believe doesn’t make us exempt from trouble and illness.Most Cases we get more. Just Keep your Faith and Thank God for everything even the Bad. Because we must trust Him. I have a wood Picture’s video from Mark Kielar that helps us under stand. I will see if I can find link for you. Might be few days. If you go to you tube put in Mark Kielar you get hundreds of his video’s. Link Below. I am Praying for you.