Hang in there Akasha! you can do this but it won’t be overnight.
I’m fighting brain fog and fatigue like I never imagined so I can relate to what your going through.
I would check online pharmacy for Dyflucan (check spelling also Fluconazole) or Nystatin you can buy almost any drug online
these should be pretty ez to get. This is unconventional advise for sure but if your suicidal you need to call a help line asap
(they are free). I think you need some quick relief get started with something.
Im taking Fluconazole 100mg once per day – it worked last year but I dropped of my diet and it came back with a vengeance.
Seriously get some help- call a friend or the help line. This is a temporary set back, dig deep for strength!