Poor you, that sounds bloody awful! I’m fairly new also, but it sounds like we’re all in the same boat one way or another. Personally, I dont have a problem with itching etc. but I heard that soaking an organic tampon in Virgin coconut oil can help. I think following Able and Raster’s Protocol will help greatly also. You seem to be eating lots of food that you probably shouldn’t. A positive attitude towards healing and beating down the depression is key also. The mind, body & spirit all need to be balanced or it could hinder progress…I don’t blame you for feeling so crap right now though! It’s a huge task but you can take comfort in knowing most of us are going through (or have been through) a rough time and there are wonderful people on the forum ready to offer advice and support.