oh man, how I can feel for you. I only had last week 4 wonderful days without symptoms and didn’t know why I got them. I didn’t change a thing and thought a miracle had happened. After the 4th day I started to trust again that I too am allowed to feel good. And then ….bam….it hit me again.. and I dont know why. The shit is back and I got very sad.
But how terrible it must feel for you. After 4 month enjoying the freedom of flying high without symptoms and than pressed back into the old mud of body symptoms.
Now you have to go back on the horse again as quickly as you can and start riding again.
I wish you all the best in the world and hope you recover quickly!