That sucks!!! I don’t blame you 🙁 The worst part of all of this, by far, is trying to deal with “normies”. I wouldn’t mind eating veggies forever if people weren’t so weird about it and didn’t make it so hard to do :p
How long do you have to take the antibiotic for? I did one week of cipro before I started my candida journey because doc #5 said they found enterobacter and staph (I think?) and I needed to get rid of it. I took a shit ton of probiotics spaced out precariously during the day so they wouldn’t kill each other and didn’t seem to have (m)any ill effects. It didn’t noticeably hurt me but also didn’t noticeably help me. (although it could have been doing either without me knowing it, who knows :p)
Sorry it’s so complicated for you 🙁 I hope you find a balance that works soon!!