Thank you, guys. Your support is really important for me. My friends and family seem to treat me almost like a hypochondriac. I’m not surprised. I’d feel the same about the person who looks good, behaves relatively normal and says me that something’s wrong. Some people think that I’m not too friendly, because I avoid meetings much because my lack of energy and physical irritation. But what’s good – I’ll have great experiences to write about in my songs when I’ll be healthy 🙂
I tried acupuncture once. It was about 4 years ago. I had about 5 sessions of acupuncture with massage. After first session I felt good, probably almost like “normal” person. My brain was so fresh, I felt the smell of the air and could focus on my thoughts. Wonderful feeling. But after that, next sessions didn’t work on me. I think the guy performing acupuncture didn’t believe me I’m feeling bad, since I became perfect in faking positive mood. I don’t want to show my pain to people.
As I wrote before – I’m not mentally stressed at all. I’ve been bullied by unknown people when I was in primary school, because of some defect of my appearance. My luck that it dissapeared with time! Now I really enjoy my appearance and hear many nice words about it, even from unknown people. Ever heard of Ugly Duckling? That’s my story, hehe 😀 I’m sure these experiences had large influence on my neural system. When I feel worse physically, I’m almost unable to show my emotions and I want to dissapear.
I have to read more about chiropractors – that sounds interesting!