I realized that it’s much easier to give any food/drink up when I feel better. When I feel strong pressure or post-sugar symptoms, I don’t control myself as well, I mean I feel like I really have to eat something bad, because that gives me a relief for a longer while.
I’m afraid I don’t completely understanding that paragraph, Croc, could you possibly expand on it just a tad to make it a bit clearer? Especially as far as the ‘relief’ received from bad food is concerned. Is this physical or mental relief?
Also, feeling ‘sad’ is sometimes a normal feeling with looking ahead at the treatment details because you’re seeing what you need to accomplish as one big picture. But this isn’t the way it usually happens as most members take to the details on a step by step basis which changes the picture considerably. If it helps, it does get easier, and one day you realize that it’s just a different way of living your life which isn’t as painful as living with the infestation. During the treatment, at least you’re doing something towards an end.