I’m back. Today I made X-Ray with swallowed contrast. Unfortunetely they found nothing wrong. I felt pretty good for me (= not so bad) during the time of taking x-rays. When I was waiting for results, I went to eat something. I ate and immediately felt terrible. I couldn’t breath normally and was very nauseous… I wanted to walk in the city and have fun, but I cannot resist it, came home and wanna go sleep to find a relief. This is my life.
I haven’t mentioned it like that yet, but it works like that: sometimes I feel something really great, some pleasure, fascination… but I enjoy about 20% of it. Feeling bad occupies my brain so much that I cannot fully live my life. I mentioned about my artistic passions and you can imagine how my soul hurts because of physical irritation.
I don’t know if any of you is familiar with reading x-rays photos, but here are mine:
It sounds silly, but I really hoped to find out something. Now I don’t know what to do…