I know exactly how you feel. I feel so… isolated. My Candidiasis makes me so sun sensitive that I can’t go outside because I will burn. I’ve taken to wearing sun block UNDER my clothes, but nothing helps. I’m alone, literally, all day and night. It makes me feel so sad. I want so much to be with people, but I can’t do the normal things that other people do. Going in the sunlight is painful. Add to that that I’m held prisoner by a diet and supplements.
I am getting better. Mentally, I am better now than I was back in December. My rage behaviour has diminished. Physically, I am getting better (even though this damn Candidiasis won’t go away). I’m just hoping that if I continue to take the anti-fungals and stay on a strict diet that it’ll go away.