Kiss Of Dawn
So, it’s almost been two weeks since I started the diet. I’m starting to feel a little improvement, but I still get tired and foggy-minded/visioned yet. Since taking the colloidal silver, my thrush is looking much better. I still have a little yeast and some red bumps on the back of my tongue, but I’m hoping it will go away soon. I have to admit, I did cheat last Friday. I went to a birthday party and had a slice of pizza. It didn’t make me feel too bad, other than some indigestion…but I probably shouldn’t have eaten it nonetheless. It was either eat that or starve. I do find myself craving chocolate, especially with all the stores filled to the brim with Easter candy. I also crave pastry-type stuff…muffins, danishes, pies. Also pasta, but that’s only because I’m a HUGE pasta eater. I’ve been going on walks a lot, since the weather has been a bit more pleasant. Unfortunately it’s not going to stay that way, since we’re getting snow later this week. Looks like it’s going to be a cold Spring break.
It’s been a slow recovery, but I’m hoping that the worst is over with now…granted I don’t cheat too much. It’s really hard no to, though. I live with my dad, and all he eats is junk food, so it’s always there staring me in the face, taunting me. “Eat me, eat me!” lol! I’m trying my best to hold my ground, but I’m not sure how much longer I can stand this diet. Although I have become highly addicted to yogurt and granola, I’m starting to get sick of salads and veggies. Don’t get me wrong, I love veggies…but I need some more flavor! It wouldn’t be so bad if I could eat potatoes. I love potatoes! I just want to be able to eat normally again. It’s not like I eat junk food all the time, I mean I’m kind of a health nut as it is…but this diet is ridiculous. I’ve lost so much weight, and I’m tiny! I think I only weigh 98lbs right now. I used to weigh 110. My friends are concerned for me because they say I look sick. It’s scary. I need to pile on some more weight, but I can’t with this “thing” inside me. But hey, what am I gonna do. All I can do is be patient and wait it out. I guess I’ll get by.