And I hate parties too 🙂 I generally hate activities which give me nothing. I like sport, because it makes me fit. I like eating, because it makes me weight more and I love trying new things. I like talking about concrete subjects, because I can know something useful. But parties? I always wondered why people like it. I think it’s about energy! People are gaining energy after interacting with others, but I’m losing mine.
I think you are right. Its about how healthy people enjoy and FEED on relationships, while for us its tiring and even painful. Sad as fuck at the end to be like this. I can relate with the university and being fake, an hologram thats how I felt, they were wonderful persons but I just couldnt open, sincerely hated being around them wow hated it SO much. I doesnt even know who I am most of the time or if I am good person. And I remember the suffering in school, such an unfair thing to born like this and be vaccinated.
I have everything you guys noted except the brother thing. If someone of my family or a very good friend its around I actually feel better than being alone.
I think you should really look into Heavy Metals. They are the real cause of Aspergers etc in my lets say experienced opinion (I am 21 but have been the last year lurking like crazy in a lot of boards) I know im Aluminum toxic and that this cased IBS and Leaky gut. I think candida just joined the party but its just a secondary part of the problem. Mercury its the one that makes candida a problem.
This is what I discovred: toxins and nutricional defficencies are what causes all the problems… Could be neurotoxins as Heavy metals or the byproducts of candida…