Well, I stand out in thinking and speaking, as an Asperger, and because of my obsessive readings. Also in writing, I used to love literature and some philosophy.
Now I rarely read… I also want to be a RPG videogame creative or something it used to be other of my passions until this illness progressed and I needed to focus on it for having any chance to survive.
And I am discovering so many things about health and alternative medicine that they will be useful for someone beside me over time 🙂 But while aluminum, candida, parasites, leaky gut etc etc still in my, I have no clear personality and a lot of negative thinking, basically crushing anhedonia… no life.
I have tests proving that as you, my slimmy body that doesnt changes with overeating its indeed the symptom of me not absorbing most of vitamins and aminoacids… 🙁 Also, dont digest fats correctly… etc.