I know I was a very bad girl. However my girlfriends son is 15 and has cancer. He was home from his 3rd round of chemo and got a fever. I went with her to take him back to hospital. It was late when we got there and stayed all night and next day. I just stayed by her side. I couldn’t leave her and didn’t want to burden her with my silly diet. I was trying to be good to just drink water and didn’t think I would be there that long. When I read that the chips had 1 gram of sugar I was thinking…well not so bad. The cookie that was stupid and sinfull but I was fealing all lightheaded and I was justifying everything as I went…until I got home. I know I will not cheat for a very long time. I was so proud of myself, my progress etc. I really thought I was almost done. Tonight I feel so awful I can’t stand it. I won’t go back to where I was…but I can’t believe I’m not further than I am. I will keep on pushing forward with this. But for tonight…I just want the aches in my gut to go away.
Wondering…this all started with antibiotics..but I was not in a good place as far as eating healthy etc when it happened. I wonder if I was fully infested. I just don’t know. But how fast I got such a bad reaction makes me wonder. I want to go back to my doctor and talk to him…but I think he will just chuckle and tell me I must be alergic to almonds or something like that.
What shocked me was when I put my hand in the bag of almonds to get some and they were almost gone. I had told myself to eat 5 and put them away. Then I would get 5 more…such a bad girl! Yes they were all nasty treats…something I don’t want again.
I can’t thank you enough for your responses. I need a good slap down.
Do you tolerate gluten ??
It looks like a food reaction what you had.
Jorge- I never had allergies to food per say. When I was a child I would eat watermellon, tomatoes or any type of mellon and my mouth would swell and become itchy. My allergist could never tell me why. Later in life in my microbiology class my professor told me these were high in pollen and since I have hayfever that is how my mouth reacted.
The reaction in my mouth is different than that it feels like THRUSH!!! I’m sooooo mad at myself. Damn cookie and chips!!! UGH.
I feel like a person who suffers with anorexia. I am now really hating food.