I have to say something in response to your frame of mind, and I’m talking about the way you’re seeing yourself right now. I know you’re putting a huge blame on yourself, and you didn’t really have to explain yourself and the circumstances at the hospital in your second post; I think most of us know you well enough by now to realize that you were in a rare and difficult situation, not thinking clearly and obviously very concerned about your friend and her son. Sure we make mistakes, but sometimes those mistakes have help apart from us. This was your case.
And I know you’re thinking that you must not have really made much of a head-way as far as your treatment if the food made you feel that bad. But look at what all you had in less than 24 hours. When we start adding food at the beginning of stage 2 – usually after close to six months into the diet to be honest – we start with only one food item every week or so, but you had at least five foods that aren’t on the stage one diet … like I stated, all in one day. So really, your reactions aren’t such a big surprise when you think about it in that way.
Remind me please, what dosage and type of probiotic are you taking now?